8mcdo

Since everyone's annoyed with the excuse of a "service" that is 8Mcdo these days, allow me to tell you guys my own experience which happened the other nyt..See, on my way home,Shawn SMSed me saying he had McDonald's food delivered. I checked the time,10:50pm. Of course, he ordered it earlier than 10:50, right? But I'm going to be considerate here and just continue to base the time at exactly10:50pm. So yeah, we waited.. and waited.. around 11:40pm, we got a call saying the delivery would be 10 mins. late..Ok. So.. sure, right?But guess what?? We got the delivery at 12:28am.-_-IMAGINE???? Ordering it at 10:50, and getting it at almost ONE IN THE FREAKIN' MORNING???? GOD!!! I wouldn'tbe yanking this way if the bad service only happened to ME. But while I was trying to eat my "World's Famous Fries" which turned out to be cold and saggy, my friend Jen texted me asking how I was and I said,"I'm ok. I'm currently pissed at8McDo. They delivered our meal SUUUPER LATE NA!!!"She then replied,"Naku! That happened to my Dad before.Sa kanya, nasa receipt yung Chicken nuggets pero wala namang nuggest na bingay samin!"LOOOOL. OMG. This is getting serious.I think McDonald's should do something about it already. Ack!!!!

YOU KNOW WUT I REALLY HATE?

stepping on something wet and squishy
with my two bare feet especially in the dark.
when im watchin the freakin TV and
seeing these freakin mother and daughter talkin about not being fresh.
(war, poverty and injustice) see!
im not that shallow and self-centered.
when my underwear rides up and I
could not even adjust it cuz theres too many people around "and staring".
when I go to 7-11 and buy a microwave burger
"you really have to find for those freakin frozen spot where it didnt cook the
whole way thru.
and of course, not having my hun around..... yeah!!

somethings you dont know about me...

somethings you dont know about me...i am a very serious person when it comes to talking about love...
i am a selfish lover... i will own you as long i can and i will never let you go... not until you ASK me to...
i dont usually lie... just sometimes...
i love sex...
i dont eat olives and sesame seeds...
i still love myself...
i really love shawn...
but loving shawn means hating myself so much!
if i tend to love someone... i would almost do anything for that certain person...
i have attempted to kill myself several times...
i love my mom and my dad but they don't know it...

great day

great day today....someone stole my phone, i lost my contacts including all of my good friends...
Sucks for me but then i start realizing that its a blessing in disguise so i can start a whole new life again....
I want to be useful again,, i dont want to be a liability forever.... thanks to the women who was sitting at the next table at the restaurant
where i had my luch earlier this afternoon, thank god that im good when it comes to eaves-dropping.
you made me realize things that was supposedly way for me to realize this soon.
Ive been bumming around for quite some time now without even realizing that im wasting my time. I know i can do better than this, thanks to all of the people who
supported me when i was so down,surely appreciated.. and thanks to d people who didnt support me at all.
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life.
But there was always some obstacle in the way,
something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business,something keeps on bothering me.
time still to be served,though I thought that i have all the money in the world, there is still some debt to be paid,there's still some hurting that i have to feel. Then life would begin.
At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.

My lighter's still burning for you.....

My lighter's still burning for you

I've made another confession last night, it wasn't the best of confessions, i did it over Yahoo Messenger with the person being offline. It's the only way i can tell you you're everything i ever wanted. Guess i'm your fool. I feel that i'm in the state i was a long time ago, on a chase that i'll never catch up with.
Been so emo lately, i think it's the most emo period of my life, that it's causing me to develop suicidal thoughts. Was on the verge to do it last night, but i got a grip of myself, kept my composure and left the house to get myself drunk instead. Call me a loser, call me a fool over someone who doesn't know my existence.
Melancholy has been part of my life for so long that it has become me. Sometimes i enjoy feeling this way, it makes me feel like myself. Maybe i got a black bile, that's why i'm constantly so melancholic. A person whose music i can really relate to is Aaron Lewis from Staind, whose lyrics are angsty and pain streaken filled to the brim, plus he sings like he's mourning, with so much feelings put into it, bringing the whole world down, and raising all the hands of lighters up.



I've state my case, i don't fit in.

My lighter's still burning for you.

I AM....

I AM....
I AM A SON, A BROTHER, A GRANDSON, A NEPHEW, A COUSIN, A FRIEND. I AM A PARTNER, A STUDENT, YOUNG BOY, A CO-WORKER AND A GROWN MAN. I AM CONFIDENT YET SCARED, TERRIFIED AND EXCITED, I CARE BUT I AM WRECKLESS, I AM HERE BUT I AM REALLY GONE. I AM LOVING AND CARING AND THOUGHTFUL AND HELPFUL. I AM SICK AND TIRED. I AM SHY AND FRIENDLY, AND CAREFUL AND CARELESS. I AM BROKEN AND WHOLE. I AM MISUNDERSTOOD, MISGUIDED AND MISLEAD. I AM HARDWORKING AND DETERMINED, BUT A LITTLE SCARED ON THE INSIDE. I WISH ON STARS AND DREAM MY DREAMS. I PRAY TO GOD AND CRY MY TEARS. I SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE, WHILE IM DYING ON THE INSIDE. I LISTEN TO OTHERS WHO WONT LISTEN TO ME. I WALK ON EGGSHELLS, AND I WALK ON FIRE. I BELIEVE IN PASSION, BUT NOT TRUE LOVE. I LOVE YOU BUT I PUSHED YOU AWAY. I WANT YOU BUT NOT SO CLOSE. I AM EVERYTHING AND NOTHING ALL AT ONCE. AND ALL I THAT WANTED FROM YOU, IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME. I AM WRONG AND I AM SORRY.


.......I AM

Oblivious me..

I havent felt this way before. Im like burning to death by the fire that I created. Im nothing right now, just like a sheep that is guided by a lame shepard. How I wish Everything was fine, but it was meant to happen this way, and I know that I cant do anything to help this poor guy. And things will never be the same, same as how it was when I still know how to make myself happy. Now Im never contented, now I dont know how to kneel. And no, its not God's will. Its just that Im forgetting to look back, look back at the time when everything was just a scratch.