Ode to my Dad

Maybe you dont notice, but i am always around. I care so much but i cant find the right or proper way to show it. I was a young boy then But everything that I am right now involves every single thing that you are.I cant find the right way how to say these things that I have been keepin inside for a long time. Maybe this is the first time for me to express such thing or to say things like this to you, is it because that you are not giving me the chance or because I am not that brave enough to do it? Maybe I am, maybe I havent tried touching you. But Its not that I dont want to, Its just that I am afraid to do it because you always want us to have fear on you. I thought that i would be okay without your guidance, Yes I look okay, but things will never be the same as how it was being with you. Maybe God will give us the chance to meet again after this long journey. This journey that we made for no reason. Wait, I almost forgot. Just dropping by to say Happy Fathers Day and Everything's fine.