somethings you dont know about me...

somethings you dont know about me...i am a very serious person when it comes to talking about love...
i am a selfish lover... i will own you as long i can and i will never let you go... not until you ASK me to...
i dont usually lie... just sometimes...
i love sex...
i dont eat olives and sesame seeds...
i still love myself...
i really love shawn...
but loving shawn means hating myself so much!
if i tend to love someone... i would almost do anything for that certain person...
i have attempted to kill myself several times...
i love my mom and my dad but they don't know it...