I AM....

I AM....
I AM A SON, A BROTHER, A GRANDSON, A NEPHEW, A COUSIN, A FRIEND. I AM A PARTNER, A STUDENT, YOUNG BOY, A CO-WORKER AND A GROWN MAN. I AM CONFIDENT YET SCARED, TERRIFIED AND EXCITED, I CARE BUT I AM WRECKLESS, I AM HERE BUT I AM REALLY GONE. I AM LOVING AND CARING AND THOUGHTFUL AND HELPFUL. I AM SICK AND TIRED. I AM SHY AND FRIENDLY, AND CAREFUL AND CARELESS. I AM BROKEN AND WHOLE. I AM MISUNDERSTOOD, MISGUIDED AND MISLEAD. I AM HARDWORKING AND DETERMINED, BUT A LITTLE SCARED ON THE INSIDE. I WISH ON STARS AND DREAM MY DREAMS. I PRAY TO GOD AND CRY MY TEARS. I SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE, WHILE IM DYING ON THE INSIDE. I LISTEN TO OTHERS WHO WONT LISTEN TO ME. I WALK ON EGGSHELLS, AND I WALK ON FIRE. I BELIEVE IN PASSION, BUT NOT TRUE LOVE. I LOVE YOU BUT I PUSHED YOU AWAY. I WANT YOU BUT NOT SO CLOSE. I AM EVERYTHING AND NOTHING ALL AT ONCE. AND ALL I THAT WANTED FROM YOU, IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME. I AM WRONG AND I AM SORRY.


.......I AM